wan_xin's Xanga

breath taking

Sun, 27 Jan 2008 18:29:38 GMT

prison break took away my attention from rebecca bloomwood...

sorry becky

twenty fifth January

Fri, 25 Jan 2008 02:29:52 GMT

it's 25th january.

i know you're reading this. yes i know. interesting... =)

boring boring boring and stress stress stress.

two words explain all!

toffee nuts milk

Thu, 17 Jan 2008 16:28:13 GMT

(the shopaholics ties the knot that i am reading do not has this cover.. my cover is nicer!)

easy-peasy.

dear friend, thank you for taking care of my feelings. i am fine! =)

BUT/ However... i Do Not believes in what you guys have told me. sorrie, but Can't make it!

whispering: tell me i am crazy because i am thinking of another xanga.

after sometimes

Mon, 14 Jan 2008 13:48:55 GMT

it's been really hard for me to load this xanga page and come to this entry page these days. i don't know why. and my house only got only one pc at the moment, and it is shared by 4 people... oh god! say bye to my internet life! ... and... yes... Everything is Over by now!!

but.. it's still alright. not knowing the reason; but this time i do not stick to pc or internet that much than i used to be. good thing, i supposed.

decided to write more in english. to practice my english and also to brush up a little bit of my writing skills. and also hope that my english won't go nuts again just because i came back for holidays,

finished shopaholic & sister two days ago. it was a nice book, i supposed. well, this is the first english book that i managed to finish. it's 388 pages. hell! but i find it interesting reading this Sophie Kinsella's book. Rebecca Brandon is just a shopping maniac. she can't stop herself from buying things, and especially the expensive things! gosh... if i am half as rich as her. IF..

i was also reading the story of NANA by a japanese author. err.. i don't know whether is she consider as author also. she write first or draw first? no idea. i read both the novel and also the comics can't help but so addicted to the story. i can't even get myself out of the story after reading it. they are so lonely. so so so SO lonely... and after i read them, i felt lonely and sad too. (what the?!)

hem... tiring day. better off to bed earlier.

two thousand seven

Fri, 09 Nov 2007 05:53:25 GMT

everything gonna be alright at the end
if it is not alright...
it's not the end yet

wait patiently for the end bab3...

will definitely miss this time and things that i am being through now. will... definitely will.
it's just the complaining evil within me that makes me complain non-stopable.
will definitely appreciate the hard ship i am being through now. yes, will! and i clearly know that
it's just can't help but to blame, frus, jumping up and down for the hard works.
will.. yes will!

the time has non-stopably remind me about the past...
the past that i had in AIA, in UniSA, in mlk and even in taiwan...
everything is just like a movie... showing in my mind. every now and then.

the sweetest and the hardest part that i've been through in that big company.
the training and the hard time that was given by the supervisor.
i miss her. she taught me a lot of things that i'll never learn in the schools, universities... i might not even able to learn it if i was not working with her. i appreciate her present.

the memories, the beaches, the 11A, the foods and drinks, the parties, the clubs, the friendship, the quarrels that we had in adelaide.
the classes, the tutorials, the charm statistics lecturer, the drunker tutor, the stress, the places we've visited.
i miss that. i appreciate everyone that appeared at that time. whatever we've been through, it's no doubt a precious moment for me. i learned, i cried and then i know.

the clubs, the bookshop, the cafe's, the hang-out, the lim-teh sessions, the quarrels, the close-and-then-not-close relationships, the stories that i've got in last two years.
how many times actually we've spent on sitting in the mamak talking nothing but just nonscences...
i learned. even though it seems like simple, not knowledgable... i learned.
and yes, i miss that somebody that talked to me during the midnight for so many nights and we're now not contacting.

the hostels, the friendship bonds, the foods, the places we've visited, the stairs that makes me fall, the noisy street, the clubs in taiwan.
i'm an outsider; an intruder.. but i received the warmest welcome and was being taken care of.
the friendship bonds is something that i've never realize in my life... i've never seen it in any other people. you guys fascinated me with the bond. even the bond between seniors and juniors.

i know i've learned. everytime when time flies, i know i've learned. every memories that flash through here and there, keep reminding me about my mistakes, my immature, my foolishness. i am still learning. like a kid, accepting things from the world.

am hoping that i will never forget this feeling.. the feeling of learning. i am confidence, but i am modest!

thesis due

Thu, 01 Nov 2007 15:14:11 GMT

cried like a kid just now...

i know i am being over-pampered all these while.. yes i know. i know i couldnt manage my feelings well, yes i know. i also know that i can't handle my stress well, yes i do know.

it's hell 3:05am here. what am i up to so late here? believe it or not. it's definitely not my choice to stay up until so late, not knowing whether i will be able to sleep for at least four hours later.

i hate my supervisor. i sent her my work at least a week ago and got the replied today; one around 10pm my time and another one after 12am. i'm not a last minute people. i couldnt bear with the feelings of "going-mad" by working last minute... i just can't. that's why i cried.

always wanted to finish earlier and not to burn midnight oil today. i know my body cannot stand staying up so late at night anymore.

alooot to thanks.. i know. thank you those who help me through.

knnccb... to h.

TL

Thu, 01 Nov 2007 08:20:41 GMT

knnbccb!

alright

Tue, 30 Oct 2007 23:23:03 GMT

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

GOSH!!! GONNA BE ~~DAMNIT~~ ALRIGHT!

i am still so worried. last minute work really drive me crazy! but trust me... it's not because of me, myself and I that i ended up with last minute work!!!

SAVE me!

DAMNNIT ALRIGHT!!

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 12:10:46 GMT

I GONNA BE FREAKING ALRIGHT!!!!!!!!!

Alright!

Fri, 12 Oct 2007 13:59:43 GMT

lalalala...~ i'm here to procastinate again.

changed my chinese web-blog address and make it privat edi... hem... i can write in chinese more compare to english nowdays. write lots about my inner part n some of my inner thoughts, my dreams and my love

just read cryxtyn's blogspot too... well.. i love the last two phrases she wrote... i will post if i get her approval. i realized how simple things in our life makes us happy like no one. i really know what's about happiness now... (i guess)... after all things that had happened on me. i appreciate what i experienced.. is just another lesson for me. i thank people who gave me experience like that, which i might never learn or know if i never meet them.

i miss him. yes, i miss him with all my heart. i smile everytime when i think of him now. of course we do quarrel when we've different opinions, but this is how life and how relationship is, isn't it? ^______^

i learned to smile no matter how sad or how frustrated i am. i still complains, of course (this is my gene!! haha). but everytime when my thinking go beyond a bit and i realized it i will ask myself to give me a big smile. even though sometimes its really looks ugly but somehow it will makes me feel better.

like the day when i see him off in the airport... i smile. i'm even more sad compare to when i see dar off in august. this is because i know i will go back to Alone life again after some meaningful and full-of-activities time. it is also because the airport remind me of how he left me the other day and how we felt that day. it reminds me how we spent our time when we are together, it reminds me how you hug me when i am feeling down, it reminds me how we hold our hand together and lean our head together in bed, it reminds me how well i am being taken care of... alot of our memories just flash back during that day. i felt like crying.. but i am not. i smile, because god gave me you to give me those memories. i appreciate that.

yes.. life with me, myself and I starts now! and i've hell lots of works awaiting me to complete ahead. i will be alright!!

cis.. procrastinator!