lalalala...~ i'm here to procastinate again.
changed my chinese web-blog address and make it privat edi... hem... i can write in chinese more compare to english nowdays. write lots about my inner part n some of my inner thoughts, my dreams and my love 
just read cryxtyn's blogspot too... well.. i love the last two phrases she wrote... i will post if i get her approval. i realized how simple things in our life makes us happy like no one. i really know what's about happiness now... (i guess)... after all things that had happened on me. i appreciate what i experienced.. is just another lesson for me. i thank people who gave me experience like that, which i might never learn or know if i never meet them.
i miss him. yes, i miss him with all my heart. i smile everytime when i think of him now. of course we do quarrel when we've different opinions, but this is how life and how relationship is, isn't it? ^______^
i learned to smile no matter how sad or how frustrated i am. i still complains, of course (this is my gene!! haha). but everytime when my thinking go beyond a bit and i realized it i will ask myself to give me a big smile. even though sometimes its really looks ugly but somehow it will makes me feel better.
like the day when i see him off in the airport... i smile. i'm even more sad compare to when i see dar off in august. this is because i know i will go back to Alone life again after some meaningful and full-of-activities time. it is also because the airport remind me of how he left me the other day and how we felt that day. it reminds me how we spent our time when we are together, it reminds me how you hug me when i am feeling down, it reminds me how we hold our hand together and lean our head together in bed, it reminds me how well i am being taken care of... alot of our memories just flash back during that day. i felt like crying.. but i am not. i smile, because god gave me you to give me those memories. i appreciate that.
yes.. life with me, myself and I starts now! and i've hell lots of works awaiting me to complete ahead. i will be alright!!
cis.. procrastinator! | 
