| everything gonna be alright at the end if it is not alright... it's not the end yet
wait patiently for the end bab3...
will definitely miss this time and things that i am being through now. will... definitely will. it's just the complaining evil within me that makes me complain non-stopable. will definitely appreciate the hard ship i am being through now. yes, will! and i clearly know that it's just can't help but to blame, frus, jumping up and down for the hard works. will.. yes will!
the time has non-stopably remind me about the past... the past that i had in AIA, in UniSA, in mlk and even in taiwan... everything is just like a movie... showing in my mind. every now and then.
the sweetest and the hardest part that i've been through in that big company. the training and the hard time that was given by the supervisor. i miss her. she taught me a lot of things that i'll never learn in the schools, universities... i might not even able to learn it if i was not working with her. i appreciate her present.
the memories, the beaches, the 11A, the foods and drinks, the parties, the clubs, the friendship, the quarrels that we had in adelaide. the classes, the tutorials, the charm statistics lecturer, the drunker tutor, the stress, the places we've visited. i miss that. i appreciate everyone that appeared at that time. whatever we've been through, it's no doubt a precious moment for me. i learned, i cried and then i know.
the clubs, the bookshop, the cafe's, the hang-out, the lim-teh sessions, the quarrels, the close-and-then-not-close relationships, the stories that i've got in last two years. how many times actually we've spent on sitting in the mamak talking nothing but just nonscences... i learned. even though it seems like simple, not knowledgable... i learned. and yes, i miss that somebody that talked to me during the midnight for so many nights and we're now not contacting.
the hostels, the friendship bonds, the foods, the places we've visited, the stairs that makes me fall, the noisy street, the clubs in taiwan. i'm an outsider; an intruder.. but i received the warmest welcome and was being taken care of. the friendship bonds is something that i've never realize in my life... i've never seen it in any other people. you guys fascinated me with the bond. even the bond between seniors and juniors.
i know i've learned. everytime when time flies, i know i've learned. every memories that flash through here and there, keep reminding me about my mistakes, my immature, my foolishness. i am still learning. like a kid, accepting things from the world.
am hoping that i will never forget this feeling.. the feeling of learning. i am confidence, but i am modest! |